Entries from October 2009

Wednesday, October 28th, 2009

Poets & the Sabbath (sort of)

Why Sabbath? Ask the poets. They know everything even if they don’t know they know everything. In particular, these three views of time resonate with me because once a week, I stop the clock.
“We’ll never get there
Time is always ahead of us, running down the beach, urging
Us on faster, faster, but sometimes we take [...]

Wednesday, October 21st, 2009

Pooh & the Sabbath (In Which Megan Does a Very Grand Thing)

It isn’t Sabbath yet – but it is a beautiful, blustery autumn day. Today I have no illusion of holiness. I just want to wish everyone a very happy Thursday, like Pooh. I want to watch the trees turn and watch my puppies chase the bright yellow leaves.
I don’t want to do anything in particular. [...]

Wednesday, October 14th, 2009

Bel Canto & the Sabbath

This Sabbath I am driving 150 miles to see my mom through yet another chemo appointment. I used to listen to praise music in the car; now I just drown out my thoughts with news. My mom asks if I’m praying. I can’t tell her that I’m praying for this to end.
Carmen, the tiny terrorist, [...]

Wednesday, October 7th, 2009

The Hobbit & the Sabbath

It’s Sabbath again. I have lit my candle, prayed my prayers, and still I resist the hand of God. I see His writing on the wall. I see His scratches on the ground. I am afraid.
I don’t want God’s kind of good. Like Bilbo, and I wish to be left alone. No adventures, thank [...]